✖怎么了✖

现在的我怎么了？突然发觉和以往不同，变得不像我，而且好累。有时，自己并不了解自己，尽管自己告诉别人，其实我知道自己在干什么。

最近发生的事，都让我感到好累..原来他们去了NewWay? 不解，因为我没权力知道尽管我是如此想知道.. 关系越来越冷淡，不想之前那样，让我好苦恼，其实现在的我们是什么？我知道自己没权力问你这问题，可是在好奇心的驱使xiia ，我好想知道。

或许自己不应该把自己想说的话type在这墙上，我的秘密不说，只是简单的写。你现在好么？ 希望你好呢，今年的我应该都让你感觉奇怪吧？因为不像我，是不是因为上了上午班，我才如此累呀？或许是吧

Sming , Happy Birthday to you~ A best wish for you in this year , wish u gud luck =) although u dunno my blog keke.. and i know it's late to say happy birthday here..

Anyway , I'm tired.. K...  It's complicated?  Yarh , maybe? Our relationship just like an unknown which make us owes cold and hot to each other , Mayb is my fault too. K... Just wish you good luck this year, wish me good luck too =D

by Secretpinki_______25.04.2011               Monday 8.40pm

✖I'm sad✖

今天考试终于结束了，可是我的心情怎么不是很好?

下午补习前出现了让我懊恼的事，我是怎么了? 为什么一件小小的事情让我如此烦恼?..那是什么事我也不了解，被隐瞒的感觉不是滋味，虽然那是人家的事，可是就有种推动力让我问出口，虽然我壮胆问了，可是没有答案...怎么了我？好奇心好强，很想知道那个答案，可是那个答案是我想要得吗?

一句话，阻止了我的疑问，我想或许我真的猜对了，女生的第六感很强这句话果然是对的吧？我如此问了，也得到答案了，虽然不是很明显，可我知道自己在干什么，我知道那个答案不是我想要的...

我应该相信__吗? 这再次成为我的疑问，究竟是我的愚笨还是那种不真实感让我相信了?是我太笨了吗? 其实不想就早点告诉我，我不是你的玩具，我是人，可以请__不要把我耍得团团转好吗？知不知道__的一句话、行动都是可以__ __ 我？

在键盘上打着打着，一滴一滴眼泪流下了...我怎么了？如此伤心吗? __的不诚实让我伤心了...__究竟要我怎样对__有信任?...不是我不信任__是__让我如此...让我在信任你，可以吗？ ... *停止眼泪，不哭了，告诉自己不哭了，哭了就不好看了...怎么伤心怎么不高兴都不能说了，因为__是如此的坚强着，虽然那个坚强很孤单... 我学你，因为我想像你一样冷血..这样我或许就不会再哭泣了，对吧？

21.04.2011         8.04pm

✖Trip to Pusat Sains Negara on 16.04.2011✖

Today was quite fun because same like last year =D Because very fun xD

*This fish is 200cm long but I forget the name of fish

the aquarium is big and full of fish that are big make me felt scare when pass through. This time's trip we no need to walk in group just with friend , so i keep on lost with my friends and just go play the things with pying, quite bored coz just me and pying ='(  More friends more happy =)

After that I called him and Pying and I walked up stair went to find them, although met with them , but lastly we still lost ='( .. coz they went to see another experiment, so pying and I simply walked and saw something  that around us. Fine ,I just realised two of us missed a lot of things that at the indoor before we walked in the dinasour place just because went to find them. But luckily pying din blamed me, and she enjoyed play the games around there, I just walked and took pic :-

our body become so long xD

two of us become so short O.O

After that, we went to find wk them, although met still lost again -.-...So, two of us left the Dinasaur and went up to third floor. At there we saw a few room of experiment, we walked in met our senior and we went out again went to another room. Luckily, we saw them at the room. I suddenly appear behind them, then they just realised that I came up already.

Then, few of us went down wan to go to the outdoor of Pusat Sains Negara. It was raining heavily at first. So we stand and drank Virgo, tasted lyk Milo O.O..Just becoz some of us was hungry then the four boys went to the market to buy some food, they ran in rain when raining -.-...and they don allowed us went too.

Wk bought some cakes for us, each of us took one and left one more for him but he duwan. So, Ch took it.

A few minutes later all of us all together 8 people ran in the rain coz we wan to go outside of Pusat Sains Negara. It's fun, at first we went to a place there got a few people teach us some chemis. One of the guy told us the experiment of Crystal make us blur coz we dunno he talking about what. Then Py, Wk and me went to another place, Py played hided and seek with me -.-...aha. Two of us still childish O.O..

Besides, Eight of us went to other place again. It's still raining outside, but we walked under the rain and played slide. From the slide someone called me "siao po" -.-..coz the guy said me act lik a boy played slide with them. What can I say is I'm not lorh T.T.. just dunno wan go where so I follow them, becoz I lazy walked so far to went for the stairs that Py, Hy, Ashley walked one. Just came down from slide then been call lyk that -.-.. Unhappy . lol

After that, eight of us go for the slide again -.- coz there had no other way to go down. The floor was smooth because of raining. So, Ashley fall down at bridge. We walked carefully on the bridge. Because I was bringing my camera, so It's hard for me to walk on the bridge then wk took my camera to give me easy walked through. Thanks to him =) At the last part of slide, Py fell down, luckily all of them went far far away just left me saw that accident. I laughed at her because when she fell down, her face emotion quite funny, I can't endure then laugh -.-...I know I'm bad >_< Sorry yarh, Py

The boys went to play slide again which on the water.

Ch goin to fall down~ xD

Ch din scared his shirt will wet. So, he went to play again -.-

This Yellow bridge make their shoes went wet. Keke 很冒险 O.O

This were four of them which I took when they were playing happily on the water. Their shirts and shoes went wet at that time. Looks Funny right? Quite happy to watch them played =D

Who are them? O.O shake shake together~ 

Lastly we took picture together =)

Our hair, shirts, shoes all together went wet xD

although wet but we still hav fun there~ I like this trip ecspecially we played at the ouside of Pusat Sains Negara =D~

by 以诺________17.04.2011             Sunday 12.22pm

✖这样的女生很真✖

   在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！                                                                      

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，

  在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，

  并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑，

  不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，

  大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

   这一种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡

   即使有不错的朋友，她还是无奈的笑笑

   其实她只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下

   不会接受，因为不想伤害。

  

   这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，

   也会幻想，也会羡慕，

   幻想着将来自己的恋爱

   该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜！

   这一种女孩子，

   喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。

   即使没有男朋友，  

   朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事

   其实她只是感觉累了，

   她只是需要一个拥抱。

   这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。

   她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，

   不要认为她放肆，

   她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。

      

   这样的女孩子恋爱的时候  

   喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

   不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，

   其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

   这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，

   如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，

   她一定会狠心的离开你。

   不要怪她太绝情，

   她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，

   她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

   这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，

   大声的笑，放声的闹。

   当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”

   她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。

    若你遇到了这样的女孩，

    如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，

    其实她只是不会社交，不敢打扰，

    你想想你的每一次邀约，她拒绝过你。

    如果你喜欢上她，请你不要说出来，

    因为她很幼稚，你会吓跑她。

    原谅她的冷漠，

    她只是怕伤害你！

    若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。

    她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。

    她只是想静静的看着你，

    当你的观众，仅此而已。

   哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

  

    如果你们已经在一起了，

    请你好好珍惜她。

    这样的女孩子、太傻，

    请你别让她受伤。

      

    这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

    她有她的梦想，她的希望。

    一个如花儿般的女孩子，

    她时而快乐，时而忧伤；

    时而郁闷，时而疯狂；

    时而邪恶，时而善良；

    时而脆弱，时而坚强！

    你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，

    但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

    希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子!

这很像我 >< 认识我的朋友们，了解我么? 不是在夸自己，这篇很像我...

by 以诺_______Wednesday            13.04.2011     9.29pm