✖Deep Breath , Long Life✖

It's going too long for me to renew my blog..hahaha..Hey, miss my blog? xD

Pass through lot of things I never face before. Or maybe that was what i faced.

It was started since few weeks ago, I realize I can made lot of friends but not real good friends, some are just fake or some are just simple as .....

I wonder the closest friend did things that hurt or maybe didn't sharing their things. It's because of selfishness? I wonder..
A good friends will willing to share all the things they have, just like me. If you're my best friend, i will share my things with you even though you never, that's my opinion. If a good friend never share their own things with us, is that call best friend? I'm curious about it..

Just like now I made a friends which is i knew since January 2012---Lum. She is really a good friend that I wasn't expected. I would like to say although we never tell each other our privacy, but we are still good friend. Although I never went out with her for window shopping or other activities, she is still my best friend. She did help me a lot in my form 4 life. Appreciate it very much!

Well..There is another things go on. Make my life difficult and suffer...you're right, our Form 4's Exam.
I'm regret that I didn't prepared earlier before the exam started. Lot of subjects are still in worries, especially those subjects related to science...I wish I could get better results for the end of Form 4's life.

Just like the tittle, i take a deep breath everyday and even seriously to facing every things. I'm so tired since few days ago I keep on burning my energy and work even harder and harder to study all the subjects I learnt      for the whole year. I found that I couldn't remember much and there is limit for my brain, I hope my brain can absorb lot of things as I expect.

Counted. Still have one more week then I can get out from "jail"and a lot of plans are waiting for me!!! Be patience and suffer for one more week, then life will be better. Think positive and smile for it because it's just a small path we have to go through a long life.

** Stephanie teacher, I will miss you much and much as I can't explain. Wish you have better life and get your job to become the best teacher! Big LIKE for you, I love you =D


Only by SecretPinki_______24.10.2012            Wednesday          6.55pm

✖Like and Love , a big different✖

A word "like" got plenty of meanings..
Just take as example, I like you , but it's just like I like you as a friend.
Or can say as I like your smile, I like the way you talk, I like to talk to you and all that.

But a word "like"still got another meaning..
Example, I like you is just a simple sentence but in other meaning this mention that I 'love' you.
It's just a word to cover that you love a guy/ girl.

Like, is a feeling that is simple and no bother because the relation between we and people is simple, like I like my teachers.

A like can make us feel happy, because we don't really know the things deeply, so our life can be ordinary and not much trouble. BUT a love can make a lot of troubles and everythings may complicated.

Because of our parents love us, so they have to work hard, earn money and provide us to further study, prepared food for us, teach us to think positive and more.
Because of our friends love us, so they would like to say somethings that are funny but full of cares on us.
Because of our girl/boy friend love us, so they would like to help as much as they can.
Because of our wife/ husband love us, so they can  tolerate our bad attitude, and forgive our fault.

Example , I very very very like a girl , but it's not because i wan to be her lover but it is because she is my best best best friend ever and the feeling for me on her couldn't explain, it's full of love and no matter how I would like to help her when she facing problems.

Like and love, a big different. So...If you saw me click like on a guy's post or what, it doesn't mean i love him but just like his post because i agree v that, but sometimes it did mean i love him too. So, you can see a big different of like and love.
Between two of them, i think i would select both. How about you?

By SeCretPinki______8/9/2012           Friday  12.18am

✖碎了再碎✖

最近的我都不知怎么了，每一次每一次都会无缘无故的情绪不受控制，有时玩得很傻，有时候却淡然得面对身边的每一个人，无论他是否是你最重要的朋友，依然会忽略，冷漠的对待。

这...其实就是真正的我吗？我搞不清楚了，不过我能确定的是，被我真心喜欢上的人，和我一定不会快乐。

他是唯一的一个例子。他不快乐...有时候总是想要他和我分享他的烦恼，但是最后变成他听我诉苦。都不知道该怎么做。听说我说话很伤人，我也这么觉得，不然怎么这样多的人都不怎么喜欢和我在一起呢？

实话实说，多数人都认为他伤我，可是换一个角度，其实是我在伤害他...他并不快乐，我明白，虽然多次感觉一再再的心碎，但以前的他不是伤得更重吗？

现在的我，不想再猜测了。每一天每一天都在猜测他喜欢上了谁？搞得我一整日心情不好，整天只为这烦恼......

他，喜欢谁虽然对我很重要，但我更希望他能快乐，不要伪装而是真心。

因为对他来说，我只是一位朋友....

而对我来说，他是一位我认为很重要的异性朋友。

By SeCretPinki_________Friday 03.08.2012           2.49pm

✖情绪不佳✖

近日，
情绪不佳的我，总是为了他感到非常非常的...
一整个礼拜，心情都不怎么好。

看着他们那暧昧不清的关系，
心情变得更加不好。
连一些人还会问我他是不是喜欢某某人

当然，我说不知道了，但他就是这样啊...
我不是他..
他喜欢怎么样就怎么样吧...

莹突然间告诉我，
“我同情也为你感到不值”
她突然冒出的一句话，让我摸不着头绪。
“为什么？”
“因为你爱上了如此的一个人，很辛苦吧?”
“我，习惯了...”

这几天下来，
让莹发现到我时常关注他。
实际上，不能怪我
我的眼睛不听使唤，每次都会跟着他，看着他。
星期四的补习算是一个例子吧。 昨天闯祸，让心情更加不好 如果不是因为他和CGiap 告诉我已经过了，不要再担心了，没有事情了。或许到现在我还是感到罪恶感重。 一件事情刚解决，另一件事又在下一刻发生.... Food colouring 无端端在我被逼重做Elephant toothpaste的情况下被我不小心弄倒， 5s4的学生却很兴致勃勃的看着我和Hee Keng两人处理那些红红的液体。 眼看情况很紧急，无能为力的我只好继续我的实验，还好实验成功，不然我糗大了。
手上中的颜色都是红色液体不过我的只是一部分而已，HKeng的比我还糟糕，他的手几乎50%都是红液体，裤子的膝盖部位和鞋子都中了红色液体，看着他的样子让我很想发笑，不过也带点歉意。
不只是哪一个欠扁的家伙没把盖子关上，让我不小心弄倒红色food colouring，让地上留下一大片红色的痕迹，增加Senior们麻烦。另一罐青色的food colouring在我不知情的情况下使用沾有Soap的Dropper留下一部分Soap在里面，害我要破费买一罐还给人了....
可恶!!! ='( 谁拿dropper 沾soap啊？
一波未平一波又起，真倒霉 ='( ...
*对每一位Science club的会员深感抱歉..

下午的事，
更让心情变得越来越糟。
倒霉的一天..

(wrote on saturday)
by secretpinki____23.6.2012           1.41am Sunday.