有一种喜欢，叫默默喜欢。
曾不曾听我说过一句：“喜欢一个人，不一定要和他在一起。”
这一句很熟吧？别怀疑，这确实是我说过的，不过对方却是另一个人。
有时候，自己会发现自己喜欢上一个人但有时候，在你发现他不怎么好时，你却不怎么喜欢他了。
有时候，当你发现自己竟然会经常注意一个人，可是那或许可以表示你已经慢慢喜欢上他或者是你只是纯粹好奇心太强，想知道每个人不同的一面。
有时候，你认为自己对某一些人好，只是因为自己太在乎身边的朋友，但或许连你自己都不知道你慢慢喜欢上那某些人中的其中一个人吧。
很奇怪的，为什么女生和男生在中学时不能像以前一样那么要好？
为什么当两个人开心的聊天却会被误以为是一对？
是现代的中学生都比较敏感吗？
我，不喜欢旁人那看待一对异性朋友关系很要好的眼神，看似他们好像犯了什么罪一样，令人很反感的目光...
还有，对异性朋友好是必须要经过法律的同意吗？
为什么当我对异性朋友好时确认为我喜欢他们？
我不解，对不怎么熟悉的朋友不都是以笑脸对待吗？见了面，微笑打招呼也不行吗？
礼貌上的对待，有错吗？而且...对待身边的朋友都应该真诚不是吗？除非那个人不是你的朋友..
真的好奇怪...
我不相信这世界上没有一个人没有喜欢的对象，要不就是因为心目中有一个非常在乎的人，要不就是有一个灭不了的伤口，不过这种种原因都是因为有一喜欢的人藏在心里呀！
其实我并不懂自己是不是无形中喜欢上一个人，只是想说那一个人的微笑很好看，他认真的样子很酷，可是这些都是我可能喜欢上那一个人的理由吗？
我很想知道，但那一个答案大概不会出现，因为那一个人不一定会和我有一样的感觉。
还记得有一句我曾说过的，被我喜欢上的人都不会幸福。
那一个人，看起来很善良，虽然总是有一种他常被身边的朋友忽略的感觉，不过那似乎就是他本性。
他是一个对异性朋友都很好的人，最灿烂的莫非就是他的微笑了！
我听说他是一个很真诚的人，跟他在一起的人一定很幸福，所以不可以伤害他..
曾经有几次认为他似乎会一点一点的喜欢，可惜或许是我自己对喜欢的人都不讲话的关系，让他误会了吧？感觉他对我有些冷淡了..
虽然总是会有微微的感觉疼痛，但是这表示着我真的慢慢喜欢上他了吗？
我不知道，
喜欢一个人的感觉真的很奇妙，那可以是朋友，也可以是更深一层的关系...
美好的事物都不会永久，
所以我选择默默喜欢，至少现在的我还有一年的时间可以享受毕业前中学的生活。呵...
那一个人，没有人需要懂，他是我默默喜欢的对象，不可以打扰的对象。^
所以,
请让我默默的喜欢他吧！ ^
Only By SeCretPinki____26.10.2012 Friday 3.13am
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
✖Deep Breath , Long Life✖
It's going too long for me to renew my blog..hahaha..Hey, miss my blog? xD
Pass through lot of things I never face before. Or maybe that was what i faced.
It was started since few weeks ago, I realize I can made lot of friends but not real good friends, some are just fake or some are just simple as .....
I wonder the closest friend did things that hurt or maybe didn't sharing their things. It's because of selfishness? I wonder..
A good friends will willing to share all the things they have, just like me. If you're my best friend, i will share my things with you even though you never, that's my opinion. If a good friend never share their own things with us, is that call best friend? I'm curious about it..
Just like now I made a friends which is i knew since January 2012---Lum. She is really a good friend that I wasn't expected. I would like to say although we never tell each other our privacy, but we are still good friend. Although I never went out with her for window shopping or other activities, she is still my best friend. She did help me a lot in my form 4 life. Appreciate it very much!
Well..There is another things go on. Make my life difficult and suffer...you're right, our Form 4's Exam.
I'm regret that I didn't prepared earlier before the exam started. Lot of subjects are still in worries, especially those subjects related to science...I wish I could get better results for the end of Form 4's life.
Just like the tittle, i take a deep breath everyday and even seriously to facing every things. I'm so tired since few days ago I keep on burning my energy and work even harder and harder to study all the subjects I learnt for the whole year. I found that I couldn't remember much and there is limit for my brain, I hope my brain can absorb lot of things as I expect.
Counted. Still have one more week then I can get out from "jail"and a lot of plans are waiting for me!!! Be patience and suffer for one more week, then life will be better. Think positive and smile for it because it's just a small path we have to go through a long life.
** Stephanie teacher, I will miss you much and much as I can't explain. Wish you have better life and get your job to become the best teacher! Big LIKE for you, I love you =D
Only by SecretPinki_______24.10.2012 Wednesday 6.55pm
Pass through lot of things I never face before. Or maybe that was what i faced.
It was started since few weeks ago, I realize I can made lot of friends but not real good friends, some are just fake or some are just simple as .....
I wonder the closest friend did things that hurt or maybe didn't sharing their things. It's because of selfishness? I wonder..
A good friends will willing to share all the things they have, just like me. If you're my best friend, i will share my things with you even though you never, that's my opinion. If a good friend never share their own things with us, is that call best friend? I'm curious about it..
Just like now I made a friends which is i knew since January 2012---Lum. She is really a good friend that I wasn't expected. I would like to say although we never tell each other our privacy, but we are still good friend. Although I never went out with her for window shopping or other activities, she is still my best friend. She did help me a lot in my form 4 life. Appreciate it very much!
Well..There is another things go on. Make my life difficult and suffer...you're right, our Form 4's Exam.
I'm regret that I didn't prepared earlier before the exam started. Lot of subjects are still in worries, especially those subjects related to science...I wish I could get better results for the end of Form 4's life.
Just like the tittle, i take a deep breath everyday and even seriously to facing every things. I'm so tired since few days ago I keep on burning my energy and work even harder and harder to study all the subjects I learnt for the whole year. I found that I couldn't remember much and there is limit for my brain, I hope my brain can absorb lot of things as I expect.
Counted. Still have one more week then I can get out from "jail"and a lot of plans are waiting for me!!! Be patience and suffer for one more week, then life will be better. Think positive and smile for it because it's just a small path we have to go through a long life.
** Stephanie teacher, I will miss you much and much as I can't explain. Wish you have better life and get your job to become the best teacher! Big LIKE for you, I love you =D
Only by SecretPinki_______24.10.2012 Wednesday 6.55pm
Friday, September 7, 2012
✖Like and Love , a big different✖
A word "like" got plenty of meanings..
Just take as example, I like you , but it's just like I like you as a friend.
Or can say as I like your smile, I like the way you talk, I like to talk to you and all that.
But a word "like"still got another meaning..
Example, I like you is just a simple sentence but in other meaning this mention that I 'love' you.
It's just a word to cover that you love a guy/ girl.
Like, is a feeling that is simple and no bother because the relation between we and people is simple, like I like my teachers.
A like can make us feel happy, because we don't really know the things deeply, so our life can be ordinary and not much trouble. BUT a love can make a lot of troubles and everythings may complicated.
Because of our parents love us, so they have to work hard, earn money and provide us to further study, prepared food for us, teach us to think positive and more.
Because of our friends love us, so they would like to say somethings that are funny but full of cares on us.
Because of our girl/boy friend love us, so they would like to help as much as they can.
Because of our wife/ husband love us, so they can tolerate our bad attitude, and forgive our fault.
Example , I very very very like a girl , but it's not because i wan to be her lover but it is because she is my best best best friend ever and the feeling for me on her couldn't explain, it's full of love and no matter how I would like to help her when she facing problems.
Like and love, a big different. So...If you saw me click like on a guy's post or what, it doesn't mean i love him but just like his post because i agree v that, but sometimes it did mean i love him too. So, you can see a big different of like and love.
Between two of them, i think i would select both. How about you?
By SeCretPinki______8/9/2012 Friday 12.18am
Just take as example, I like you , but it's just like I like you as a friend.
Or can say as I like your smile, I like the way you talk, I like to talk to you and all that.
But a word "like"still got another meaning..
Example, I like you is just a simple sentence but in other meaning this mention that I 'love' you.
It's just a word to cover that you love a guy/ girl.
Like, is a feeling that is simple and no bother because the relation between we and people is simple, like I like my teachers.
A like can make us feel happy, because we don't really know the things deeply, so our life can be ordinary and not much trouble. BUT a love can make a lot of troubles and everythings may complicated.
Because of our parents love us, so they have to work hard, earn money and provide us to further study, prepared food for us, teach us to think positive and more.
Because of our friends love us, so they would like to say somethings that are funny but full of cares on us.
Because of our girl/boy friend love us, so they would like to help as much as they can.
Because of our wife/ husband love us, so they can tolerate our bad attitude, and forgive our fault.
Example , I very very very like a girl , but it's not because i wan to be her lover but it is because she is my best best best friend ever and the feeling for me on her couldn't explain, it's full of love and no matter how I would like to help her when she facing problems.
Like and love, a big different. So...If you saw me click like on a guy's post or what, it doesn't mean i love him but just like his post because i agree v that, but sometimes it did mean i love him too. So, you can see a big different of like and love.
Between two of them, i think i would select both. How about you?
By SeCretPinki______8/9/2012 Friday 12.18am
Thursday, August 2, 2012
✖碎了再碎✖
最近的我都不知怎么了，每一次每一次都会无缘无故的情绪不受控制，有时玩得很傻，有时候却淡然得面对身边的每一个人，无论他是否是你最重要的朋友，依然会忽略，冷漠的对待。
这...其实就是真正的我吗？我搞不清楚了，不过我能确定的是，被我真心喜欢上的人，和我一定不会快乐。
他是唯一的一个例子。他不快乐...有时候总是想要他和我分享他的烦恼，但是最后变成他听我诉苦。都不知道该怎么做。听说我说话很伤人，我也这么觉得，不然怎么这样多的人都不怎么喜欢和我在一起呢？
实话实说，多数人都认为他伤我，可是换一个角度，其实是我在伤害他...他并不快乐，我明白，虽然多次感觉一再再的心碎，但以前的他不是伤得更重吗？
现在的我，不想再猜测了。每一天每一天都在猜测他喜欢上了谁？搞得我一整日心情不好，整天只为这烦恼......
他，喜欢谁虽然对我很重要，但我更希望他能快乐，不要伪装而是真心。
因为对他来说，我只是一位朋友....
而对我来说，他是一位我认为很重要的异性朋友。
By SeCretPinki_________Friday 03.08.2012 2.49pm
这...其实就是真正的我吗？我搞不清楚了，不过我能确定的是，被我真心喜欢上的人，和我一定不会快乐。
他是唯一的一个例子。他不快乐...有时候总是想要他和我分享他的烦恼，但是最后变成他听我诉苦。都不知道该怎么做。听说我说话很伤人，我也这么觉得，不然怎么这样多的人都不怎么喜欢和我在一起呢？
实话实说，多数人都认为他伤我，可是换一个角度，其实是我在伤害他...他并不快乐，我明白，虽然多次感觉一再再的心碎，但以前的他不是伤得更重吗？
现在的我，不想再猜测了。每一天每一天都在猜测他喜欢上了谁？搞得我一整日心情不好，整天只为这烦恼......
他，喜欢谁虽然对我很重要，但我更希望他能快乐，不要伪装而是真心。
因为对他来说，我只是一位朋友....
而对我来说，他是一位我认为很重要的异性朋友。
By SeCretPinki_________Friday 03.08.2012 2.49pm
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