一样的对待？

当朋友说我对他们都是同样的方法，

这的确让我有点迷茫了。

因为....我是我， 还有什么不一样的方法对待吗？ 

她一句话，点中了。

我，是否应该改变我对待每一个人的方法？ 

对待比较普通的，就用最简单的客套话。

对待比较好的，就用比较开玩笑的方式。

对待在乎的，就好好的对待他们。

对待最在乎的， 什么都不用想，关心他们，尽全力帮助他们就够了？

我希望可以平等的对待每一个人，

不过，最终在乎的和不在乎的，差别...一定很大，

我，

希望可以好好的对待，我在乎的那些.. =) 

Only by SeCretPinki____Xian   Monday  01.04.2013      April Fool day   10.36pm 

28 / 生活中的点点滴滴 1

I'm sure someone wonder why I like this number much.
Haha..now I let you know 'why'.
Because it show that , two months passed since my birthday. Get it? XD..

生活中的点点滴滴 _ 1

            突然发觉，已经好久没看到他了，如果不是通过班上的露营所拍下的照片，或许我真的无法猜测他在做什么吧？

            今天的我和往常一样提早到补习班，虽然有到'Alpha' 拜访一下，可是好像没什么人发现到我...~.~...眼看时间过得差不多了，才步行到补习中心去。站在楼梯口处，我早已猜测现在补习班里人数一定很少，因为鞋柜上的鞋寥寥无几，用手指头都可算出来。

            '嗯，看来没有一个是我认识的。' 心想着，看着平时少坐的位子，想也不想的就坐了。换一个位子，今天应该会比较精神吧？后来，我继续手上的活，就这样从15分钟，变成40分钟。累了，边稍微闭上眼睛休息。

           ＂咔..."，不到五分钟，门被推开的声音，让我睁开了疲惫的眼睛。'谁？' ，等待着那个人走向前面的位子，确定了我并不认识那个人，我又继续闭上眼，休息。就这样陆陆续续的到了补习时间。老师来了，身边的朋友来了，但却没见到他和他朋友的踪影。

            为了确定他是否今天出席，我不断地等待。眼看15分钟过去了，该出息的都出席了，我才停止等待。好吧，我承认自己感觉有些沮丧且失望。我微微地摇了摇头，让自己快点清醒也不断地在心里自我安慰着：老师要教课了，要专注！。就这样，半天吊，不知自己到底在想什么，魂不守舍的听课.......

            直到老师发问了一项问题，然后突然的问我。我立即抬头用一个不懂的表情说到：＂蛤？" 老师给了一个'哎哟'的表情然后对别人发问同样的问题。我很抱歉的想着：老师，平时我会回答的时候，你都不问我，怎么现在突然间问我啊？虽然刚刚要听到你问的问题，可是当你问我的时候，我忽地忘了你的问题是什么，真对不起！＞＜

            因为老师，我开始打起精神，专心上课。大概过了数分钟左右，门又被推开了。这一次我不转头也不好奇的看那是谁？就这样专心听课直到老师对身后不远处的人问到：＂jon！why a?"。 jon？ 听到这一句，我立即转头， 心想：eh?!他真的在那里。 为了确认，我又再次转头望去，那的确是他，眼看他好像发现到我看着他，我赶紧将头转回，避免眼神交接。发现他的出现之后，我变得更有精神的听课。

           4时50分左右，老师今天提早下课，拿了卡，收拾好后站起来转身，瞄到他站着以身靠墙的听着电话后，我赶紧把视线转回来看着我朋友，把书包背起，假装等待朋友收拾好。 眼看他也提起了书包要离开位子时，我赶紧走上前去想越过他的朋友，避开他的视线，但却被挡着了。好吧，我承认不懂为什么就是不敢和他视目交接，大概是怕对他笑后，他会不会也回我一个微笑吧？就这样逃避..=.=.. 虽然他好像要跟我打招呼似的，不过我的反应.......下了楼梯，我不断地在心里自责：笨蛋啊，你这样不是更让人怀疑吗...笨蛋！ /.\..... 后悔了，干嘛不跟他打招呼啊？我后悔了/,\ 

            算了算了，下次别这样了。我站在远处，望向他，模糊间似乎看见他看过来，但我却看不清他的表情，urgh....近视真的很不好受！

            如果，没近视，该有多好啊？

            如果，我刚刚对他微笑，多好啊？

下一次，不对。没有下一次再这样对他了，一定要对他打招呼！

Only by SeCretPinki____Xian.        7.15pm Thursday 28.03.2013 

          

Life

What is life?

Most of us don't really know the real meaning of life,

instead of the word "life" is life.

Life isn't a small things , isn't a "things" that we could think about of chase about.

it's just a life that we faced, we pass through and even more than that.

it's full of challenges but we are born to enjoy and go through it.

it can be wonderful or oppsite of wonderful.

A good life,

depends on you,

depends on what you going to do,

depends on how you look forward a life.

If work harder,

chase after a dream,

aim what you going to do,

your life must be great.

So,

enjoy your life

although it may be hard for you.

As I do,

enjoy my Form 5's life which are full of joys, sad, hard, and even more.

=)

Only by SeCretPinki____Xian  28.03.2013  Thursday Midnight 12.29am =D

28th _ 17 Years Old

Hahahaha...Firstly I would like to say Happy Birthday to myself. 

More than thousand and billion thanks you which are unlimited to all my friends, family and teachers.

Do you know, all the wishes, bless, gifts, cares, cards, cake and more,
gave by you all,

TOUCH me.

I was surprised by all the things I received on my Birthday.

I was glad that I knew some of the guys,

because of them, I learn the social way.
I was glad that I have friends, 

that still remember my birthday.
I was glad that I have cousins, 

their loves and wishes + bless,

touch my heart.

I was glad that I have best friends,

we aren't talked much this year, 

and busy with our own things,

but their messages, 

was make me happy.

I was glad that I met someone I cares,

because of the "someone",
I feel my life is better,

I can be stronger and even positive mind.

Thanks for someone that cares me, 

although we don't really talked much. 

I know,

all of you cares me,

ask me don't be so stress and tired with form 5 life.

Yes, 

I'm totally exhausted since the beginning of 2013.

But

I am enjoying.

Because,

It would be my last year, 

Last secondary school that I can stay.

After this year, 

all the things gonna have a big different.

Everyone going to achieve their dreams,

and Yes, me too. 

My dreams is already big enough for myself, 

I know I am going to face it soon. 

Actually I'm quite afraid of my dreams,

but

if your dream doesn't afraid you, 

this mean It isn't big enough.

So,

I decided, 

to make myself happy.

laughing, smiling, tearing, angry and all that,

I will take it in my memory.

And,

I want to work harder and harder, 

to achieve my DREAMS.

ALL

Wish me all the best,

I SWEAR I will do, try and achieve it as what I want to!!

=D 

And

thanks again for the blesses,

It totally melt my heart.

Only by SeCretPinki_____Xian       28th January 2013 <3 p="">