✖Confess✖

What should I do? What I feel?

Everyone suggested are different...

Some are thinking that as a girl I shouldn't confess anything else

because this depends on either we are worth to be loved by someone or love others.

There is less than 5 days..and we..are going to separate and leave our school.

Yeah, I'm graduated, and almost finish my SPM as well.

Before graduation,

There is lot of my friend asking me, either do or not do.

I looked at them, and I told them I will do it after finished SPM.

And now, I'm going to finish it soon.

What should I do?

this questioning me all the time before I can finish my last subjects.

Before graduation,

our relationship is getting better,

I'm glad i really met him for the last two years staying in my secondary school,

he did made a lot of memorable day for me.

One of my friend did ask me : "Is he so charming?"

Alright, this question really surprised me.

Yeah, for me he is charming.

Don't ask me for reason, because I think I couldn't answer.

I did promised others I will tell him,

but if i do, will he accept?

Will I being treat as good as well?

This troubles me.

What sould I do?

Confess or Not Confess?

Troublesome..

Only by SeCretPinki_________Friday early morning 12:35am. 29/11/2013

Love Can Be Simple ^

From the start I knew someone,
I don't ever think that He could be that important to me.
When we still busy looking out others,
Those friends around us can be important to us.

When I enter a normal life,
without thinking about the complicated relationship among others and I,
And out of Sudden,
I realize I liked to smile at someone who I'm not close with.
Not because smile to cope but just a simple smile without reason.
I could still remember every time i met someone,
and I like to smile at someone every time met,
If you asked me why?
I could only answer you with no reason.
Because I also don't know why.

Since someone asked me,
I started to think and asked, why?
Lastly, I found that I like to smile because of the smile,
the cuteness, the brightness, positive mind and more...

Yeah, maybe for you it's very normal,
but for me, it's special,
I like simple more than complicated.
A complicated relationship would make you bored,
make you tired, and out of control.
A simple relationship no matter it's friendship or anything,
you could find that it's always the best feeling you ever had.

Do you know?
when walking, talking, chit-chatting, playing.....
It could make you feel good, when the topic is as simple as life.
The suggestion, opinion, sharing and more,
could make you a different life.
It's great when watching someone smiling and doing some funny things.

Our topic always the simple the better,
much more related to life,
dreams, future, and more.
I enjoyed it every times, every moment,
I missed it much,
just like the best moment i ever had.
Couldn't forget those times during the classes.
Almost everybody are fall asleep in class,
and what?
he said, today is our sleeping day.
that face, step in the heart.
just like a scar, leave it there forever and ever.
I could remember the way he talked to me,
the way he listened to me,
the way he look.

Love,
can be complicated,
can be hard,
can be sorrow,
can be happy,
can be stress,
But
Love,
can Also be simple. ^



Only by SeCretPinki______________Saturday 15.06.2013    8.14pm

Life 2

Yeah, my mid-term exam is just over, but I guess my result wasn't that good. Sighs.

Well , lets talk about what had happened in this months.

Day 1.
It was just finished. And you guess what? I was late to go school on the second day. It was funny that I woke up myself on Thursday around 9am. And luckily I get transport to go school without wearing school uniform but UBK's T-shirt. Firstly,when I reach there, I don't know where should I go actually because I not dare to attend my class as I'm already late and came with TH.
So, I decided to go other places like library to do something's. Luckily I found out my teacher and I ask her some question. After that, I went to nearby classes which is 5S1 to find someone. Well, I spend some times there but lastly I went to library to find my cousin for some work and get information.
And it was recess time, I ran down from library and head to canteen. And what you think I did? I was  running around the school and finding my junior but I can't found. So I went back to my class and pass the class fees to my friend as it was my job. Fortunately, my junior pass through my class when I'm around after the bells rang. And then, our classmates start to pack their bags and heading to dataran as our school were helding a small concert by ONE FM.

As I was still in the classroom. He came back and he asked me that he thought I was absent today. For sure,  I explained as well as I explained to others friend before. And so on, all of us heading to the dataran. That day I got tuition, and I thought my friend will present in school but what? She absent ! And she don't even told me. I feel so embarrassing. It was not the first time she did that, sighs.

As I thought I'm going to be walked alone to tuition.  But after that I got the chance and asked him may I followed them to tuition because I don't want to walk alone again... And he said okay. But after I found UBK had celebrating the end of our camp and the event. I not dare to ask him about the walking to tuition. And you think what ? "Someone" did like to help me ask, and his answer is still okay.

I was surprised and can't describe the feeling of OmG! What?! After the finished of event, he called me to make sure am I still in school. And I was feel sorry and much thankful to him as he say he can wait me until the event finished. He ate in school and accompany me go tuition without his friends around. I wonder how sorry I was toward him and his friends. Sighs.

We chit chat while walking and he did helped me carry somethings although i didn't  ask him to did so. How nice he was.  While we walk on the half way toward tuition, my teacher and his friend's mother saw us and asked us to sit their car as she said she can fetch us go tuition. Well, I was surprised again and can't believe that will met teacher there. Can't even describe the feeling. It was so...... But anyway, really thanks him much. =D

Only by SeCretPinki______26.05.2013            

一样的对待？

当朋友说我对他们都是同样的方法，

这的确让我有点迷茫了。

因为....我是我， 还有什么不一样的方法对待吗？ 

她一句话，点中了。

我，是否应该改变我对待每一个人的方法？ 

对待比较普通的，就用最简单的客套话。

对待比较好的，就用比较开玩笑的方式。

对待在乎的，就好好的对待他们。

对待最在乎的， 什么都不用想，关心他们，尽全力帮助他们就够了？

我希望可以平等的对待每一个人，

不过，最终在乎的和不在乎的，差别...一定很大，

我，

希望可以好好的对待，我在乎的那些.. =) 

Only by SeCretPinki____Xian   Monday  01.04.2013      April Fool day   10.36pm