✖Questions✖

We're back to our own life.

We graduated and doesn't meet up anymore. 

I was definitely feel like want to meet you one day. 

Just once. 

Do you believe why I will go TARUC to continue my study ? 

Why would I change from science to business? 

Would you like to know?  

haha..

I heard and saw a lot of people like to tell their truth on the April fool day. 

Why? 

Because this will be more easier for all of them to change the topic. 

But, I not dare to do so. 

I knew what's the reason you didn't want to be with me but.. 

it can be solve right? 

I do hope I will be busy now, 

so i won't think too much during the boring + free times. 

I did hope I could like you, playing the music and doing things you like. 

What about we meet up one day? 

I miss you now.. 

Only by Carrie_______SeCretPinki                  13/04/2014            Sunday         1.58pm

✖你...会失眠吗?✖

你会失眠吗？

我已经失眠有几个礼拜一上了....

突然想起毕业后的我们，见面的次数真的真的少了很多...

当他问起我：“怎么不早你出来呢？”

我想着，为什么？因为...我还无法自己驾驶吧？好像你，虽然只隔了一个礼拜。
想起你当时抱歉的样子，很好笑但也很可爱。
为什么你每次都会让我笑啊？

而且...想起今后我们两个人都走上不同的路，会变得怎么样？unthinkable

你，选择了商业，而我却选择了会计。
改次，我们的话题会不会越变越少？

能不能，想姐姐她和他男朋友一样关系越变越好呢？
不懂耶...突然好想你，
怎么办？

谢谢你，给我的鼓励。我会积极的。 =)


Only by Carrie_______SeCretPinki.        Sunday  2.06am.           06.04.2014

✖18岁的我们✖

三月尾了，好快的就要愚人节了。
已经离营一个礼拜的她，还处在于模糊的人生阶段。
下一步，该往哪儿走？ 她无法跨前一步。
深怕自己踏出那一步便会后悔。

十八岁的天空不再像十七岁一样可以自由的享受校园生活，每天埋头读书，或者与朋友们一同欢乐。
十八岁，取得成绩后就是决定未来的路。
若选择对了，前途无量，但是选择错了，必须从新开始，花费的金钱、时间是无法赚回来的。

十八岁，是青少年最快乐的时光，
但在选择之际，却必须慎重考虑。

她的未来，还无法自己做决定。
有时候，她会埋怨自己，为什么不独立些？为什么不大胆一点？

有太多的事一窝蜂的出现在她的视线。
她，十八岁了，想做的事却无法擅自决定。

有很多事物，人际关系，都是她无法猜测的…
尤其是那一句话，明明她知道那句话的意思，却欺骗自己，自我安慰。
不过事实就是事实，她无法改变。

得了，她必须接受，即使那一晚，开心和伤心参杂在一起。
不过，她不放弃，不会轻易被打败，她，还是会等待，耐心的等待自己最想得到的答案。


Only By SeCretPinki_____ Carrie      Tuesday.   25.03.2014.   5.56pm

✖Serious?✖

She told me, don't take everythings seriously, because in the end, the one being hurt are yourself.

She was right.
I get hurt after that.
I take the friendship seriously and i thought it will be the good and memorable frienship for me after I used to it.
But few days later, I found out I was the only one who took the friendship seriously.
Since I being ignore more than one times,
My heart was sink.
I don't even know what to do and what must be show by me during those few days.

I stay Emo, smile lesser and tried to take everythings as simple as I can do.
But, I can still feel alone and being Ignore.
I dislike that, but what can I do?
I don't know how to end the feeling of it.

Being a little child with her was fun.
I like to stay with her too, but, I don't think she has the same mind as mine.



Only By SeCretPinki_____Truth                     21/2/2014             11.24am.