✖Just Friends?!✖

爱情里最残忍的暧昧
是我明明知道我爱你
而我们却只是好朋友

友情里最自私的胆怯
是你明明知道你爱我
而你还假装只是朋友

问题是，
两个人，
不勇敢，
怎么爱?

✖下雨天✖

最近连续不断的下大雨，
我在烦恼着，这雨何时才能停啊？
唉...这个假期还挺闷的，谁能陪我聊聊天？
我真的不懂除了上网, 看书, 补习之外还能做什么？


每次的下雨天，
我总盼望着有人能陪我聊聊天呢！
因为不能上网好闷，
实话实说其实没上网跟上网还不都一样~
没差别呀~


下雨天，
我总比较喜欢一个人靠在墙上，
“观赏”窗外的天空，
看着雨一滴一滴的流下，
连续不断的打落在地上，
发出了没有节奏的音乐。。。。


这下雨天让我想起了《下雨天》这首歌~
轻轻的哼着那首歌，
原本郁闷的心情都消失不见了！


如果这是一种“良药”，
真的希望下雨天永远不会结束~

✖Why ?✖

I got one question wan to ask
Why so much ppl dislike the ppl one?  = =
the ppl go so bad o?

Haiz..
actually i also don't wan't to say about it..
but then u all look like wan to know "actually"

I dont thk the ppl is so bad larh
Coz i am not the ppl
and i am not the ppl's classmate now..
So all about the ppl
I unknown and it is so mystic...

I just wan to say out my feeling
but then make u all more hate the ppl..
I'm so sorry to the ppl

But why u all so dislike the ppl o ?
The ppl got so so so bad ?
I thk tat is what the ppl's attitude ba..
Real or Fake i dunno la..
Coz i didn't know the ppl well
I didn't! I repeat again
I didn't...
So all about the ppl things i dunno
But
Dunno "why" just wan to know it
Coz the ppl is my friend
As what the ppl thk i am friend for the ppl

Why I will do like that ?
Actually i also dunno =.=.....

                                                                   For Buzzerss

✖Night✖

At night,

I on facebook without any reason,

Actually I donno why i on facebook,

maybe just wan to see someone's profile,

see what someone did,

Since when i feel boring with facebook?

maybe is because no friend chat with me..

At night,

nobody on9,

everyone is going to bed,

but what am I doing?

I can't sleep...

I thought maybe awhile then i can fall asleep

but what I thk was wrong,

I can't sleep in the quiteness night..

At night,

I saw someone on9

but i am not dare enough to talk to someone

because i scare someone donwan to pay attention to me

so i just see and wait

Wait when someone can automatic find me..

At night,

I feel cold and lonely

but nobody knows it

coz nobody care about me

everybody is busying their things

who will care about me?

At night,

I lying on bed,

I close my eyes and try to sleep,

I though i will easy to fall asleep

but not i can't sleep

just annoyed with somethings that are annoyed me a few days ago,

what were the things?

Secret,

I know what are the things and those are very important for me

I keep those myself in my brain,

Coz those are my secrets

My sad secrets..

I wish i can sleep in the night as early as I can,

i hope i can ignore those things for awhile,
I just want to sleep as well as i can..

God, can I forget the annoyed things for awhile?

✖Boring Holiday✖

In this year's school holiday i really don't know what i can do, my friend who are important for me never talk to me anymore, feel so lonely...

Although no have the attendance of "my important friend" i think i will join with my Buzzerss group =D and it is good but sometimes it is quite cold becoz all the buzzerss member are busying on their things and some of them no on9

Well, i wish i have a happy holiday and my buzzerss members too =D. I especially hope that friend hav a happy holiday and hope our friendship will change back again coz it was quite sad for me.

✖What i wan to say___✖

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it is happened

I am trying to make myself happy and i believe that i can save what had happened in this year and remember it in my brain forever and ever.

I hope that i won't hurt anyone anymore..but if i hurt u please tell me, i will sorry about what i had did be4