✖26.03.2011✖

Yesterday he go Newway with his friends lorh , so good~ I never go there be4, So i'm interest to know how there look like. From te facebook status there, they look like had a fun day there , nice >.<

Besides , his friend say that he sing nice and very touch , i wan heard ehh T.T .. long time din hear he sing song already , or can say I never heard he sing be4 .. I wish next time can go out v my friend + him =)

He looks has a very good relationship v his friends.. So Good, I wish i can be like him , has a lot of friends that can together , not like me now ='(


By SecretTruth__________27.03.2011          Sunday 4.53pm

✖Yesterday✖

today finish exam , everyone also happy , but some after get results , look sad =(

yesterday , i saw him =D finally saw him ehh xD so happy lorh , coz long time din saw him? @.@ yes! Long time din saw him edi >.<

I saw him during recess when he walk up stairs v his fren >.< , but i'm sure that he didn't saw me~

I'm lucky that he didn't know my blog =D~


By SecretTruth__________25.03.2011          Friday 10.21pm

✖放弃真的好难丶好难✖

该放弃的就放弃吧，有时执着是一种伤害，放弃也许是一种解脱。

曾经这样想过，也这样做了。可是，你却依然固执的在我心里占据着重要位置。

这时我才明白，爱你容易，放弃你真的好难，好难！

感情是个奇妙的东西，象是一个甜蜜的陷阱， 似乎永远威力无比，总能让人明知道它危险却还是沉沦，它又象个沼泽，多停留一秒便会陷得更深。

爱过，伤过，痛过，哭过，恨过，那怕这种执着到最后换来的是满身的伤痛，那又怎么样，爱过了，就无法放弃。

最近一直没有你的消息，我想你一定是把我忘记了。

听着窗外的雨声，我的心亦在沥沥下着雨。

总以为自己哭过一遍又一遍的时候，眼泪会干。

然而，每个想你的分分秒秒里，总要流下伤痛的泪。

如果放弃了你，我的心也会随你而去，就算被你伤到心碎，依然爱你死心塌地。

你不曾心碎，怎么知道我的悲伤；你不曾喝醉，怎么会看到我的眼泪；你不曾象我一样付出，哪里懂得爱一个人的痛苦！

想一个人的悲哀，等一个人的凄凉，只是，放弃你是真的好难，好难！='(


share by SecretTruth__________20.03.2011           Sunday   1.13pm

✖无聊的我✖

最近的我好奇怪呀，怎么了我？自己都不懂当然要问人家啦，大家好，我是蓝以诺，我很无聊对吧？

就是无聊我才会开部落格啦，写写一下，分享一下，挺不错的 =) 忘了，我还要share share 一下，别人的POST =D


♥…對不起，我們永遠別見面了

♥…對不起，我是為你好

♥…對不起，我愛他

♥…對不起，我和你玩玩而已

♥…對不起，我給不了你想要的

♥…對不起，我不是要故意傷害你的

♥…對不起，您的余額不足

以上那一句是你听到对不起最让你碎 ？我的答案，我自己心里懂，就不和你说啦 ^^

他的事，我不想去碰，可是还是去碰，我这人怪怪的吧？自我催眠、自我安慰，这都是认识他后，我开始学会的，你的承诺是假的，你的约定是假的，你的一切，都是假的....我告诉自己，学会看清你这满是甜言蜜语的家伙..

不是很多人说过，15 岁的男孩都会开始成熟吗？　他让我感觉不到成熟，反而让我越来越不认识他了，现在的他是谁？只是个最熟悉的陌生人.... =( 身为他的 ex Best Friend 都觉得，自己不再是他所重视的朋友了，这样的他或许会快乐点吧？因为朋友增加了，不会常发脾气了，可是就是越来越喜欢美女了，尤其是YJ ...

［自我安慰、自我催眠］我懂，她真的很美，我比不上她，或许他也常拿我跟她比较吧？或许完全没注意我的事吧？用笑容伪装着我的泪水，告诉你，请不要告诉我那句：對不起，我愛她...

如果你说了，我只是会微微笑的告诉你，不喜欢我、讨厌我，就早些说，我不是你的娃娃 =(

by 以诺________16.03.2011             Wednesday 11.01am

✖我、還是不清楚✖

我最近怎麼了，無端端的心情低落、無端端的好想哭，欲哭無淚......我怎麼了？


最近的我，常在面子書上share status，那些話是真的我想說的話，他看到嗎？或許沒有吧，奇怪的我，神秘的他，依然冷淡，我們究竟是怎樣的關係，朋友問，我沉默。

有人說，我在部落格和麵子書上寫的完全相反，呵，沒錯吶，為什麼呢？因為他讓我做不了真正的決定，我討厭這樣的我，我想要以前的我，那不是很真也不是很假的我，其實我不清楚，哪一個才是我，因為我也喜歡這樣的感覺，可是有時我討厭這樣的我，因為好像都在模仿林子，對吧?

人人說自然是最棒的，對，自然很棒，可​​是有時自然，不受人喜歡，這對嗎？好多問題出現在我腦海裡，卻怎麼也說不出口，儘管是最好的朋友也不了解我，難道我很難懂嗎？我不覺得，可是你們有些人曾說過...

我沉默是壞處嗎？總比愛說話好吧？可是現在的我，真的和以前不一樣，我愛說話了，因為他吧？我該謝謝他，也應該成熟了，總是擔心這、擔心那的，好煩，誰可以告訴我怎樣忘了一個人，怎樣忘記一些事？如果懂，請你們告訴我，因為我真得很需要...


by 以諾______11.03.2011              Friday  10.23pm

✖Finally , I know✖

From today , finally i know that i'm not  important for him anymore, so i will try-ing to forget him , not becoz of his attitude to me , mayb i won't be his best friend too? I'm glad and thank you to him had give me a lot of memory from primary until now , but it's just passed , not my future . This is what i know..

I must wake up from the dream , the place that we had a lot memory together, i will save it in my heart and anywhere , hope u can oso or mayb u really did that too, I'm nt ur sis or friend , just a 最熟悉的陌生人，Am I right? keke..

It's time for me to wake up and give up you , I try my best for my study..Mayb don talk to each other , we wont hurt each other and anymore..we can concentrate on our study oso , good luck to you and me , i will better than last year , to show that i will better than you =')

Wish me good luck!!!!!

by secretpinki _________ 07.03.2011            Sunday 6.34pm =')

✖Saddd+ i'm going to wake up =D✖

Guess what I felt sad today ? Okay , what am i going to say is , i been scold by him to shutup my mouth , make me felt so upset. But that's my fault too , anyway , i should shutup my mouth for next time =') then i won't get scold by him @_@ , right?

Besides, i have taught by my friend, to be concentrate on my study and ignore him 1st , because this year PMR eh.. Give up and ignore him? Mayb i'm going too... haha, friends , i try to concentrate yarh + i know my english is nt good , i'm still in training , i wan to improve my english =')

Furthermore , last time he had asked me what mean that i learn Yu Jie, this question make me shocked. What I want to know is how come he will know i learnt from her? I didn't told him what does it mean, just ignore the question and change topic =')

I'm still waiting for a new future while I'm going to wake up =DD~

Friends , It's the time for me to wake up =D ♥  Wish me good luck yeah x')♥

* My friend said "Back to December" this songs alike v me =') , and It's really alike ♥

By SecretPinki_______05.03.2011♥           Saturday 10.37pm♥