✖The End of 2011✖

Oh yeah~ It's coming to the end of 2011
Few more hours for all of us to count down.

End of 2011 , coming of 2012.
Everything will be new for me and u all.
New class , new friends, new teacher , new place.
Wow , i can't imagine , the class i enter doesn't including one of my good friends.
I haven't satisfy with my new class yet , but then I know I'm going to start all the new life.
No he, no old things, just left the future =)

He's one of my best friend i ever had although we will no talking much wit each other in the future , but then I'm quite happy with his PMR result and the class he enter. Friend , good luck to you and Happy New Year weih~ =D

About others? happy new year to all of you , my friends , thanks for yours care and everything , i appreciate those very much.
New life is coming..we'll facing more difficult things for form 4 and the coming SPM. All the best for u all anyway and Science Club , I love you much and much , i wish i can do better than last year with you , my club =D

Nothing much to say , happy new year and goodbye my 2011. =)


Only by SeCretpinki_______诺 on 31st December 2011

✖22th in 2011✖

想说....
自己确实很想哭，
不过却欲哭无泪。
这种感觉好难受....

望着自己的成绩，发呆....
我没感觉了...好一个成绩呀，
让我打击蛮大的。
身边的朋友，获得成绩真的很不错，
尤其是 3A 班的朋友，恭喜你们啦~ 真心恭喜 =D
还有 ying~ 你好厉害，恭喜你得到酱棒的成绩，我替你感到开心 =D
Erm..Selina , gratz that your result really good, btw ur chinese improve lerh~!!!! xD next year try your best wey~
如果说羡慕，我当然有咯~
超羡慕你们的成绩耶!
不过， 我也是真心祝福你们啦。

其实我很在意你们的成绩, 不过...
听了妈妈对我说的每一句话，我想她说得没错，何必在意别人获得什么成绩呢？他们成绩好，就替他们开心吧! 成绩并不代表一切。

实话实说，
我很想当场就哭了
可问题是，周围的人太多，便算了...
当遇到好朋友时，想哭的感觉忽地涌上来，我真的真的很想哭...
眼泪在眼里打转，模糊了我的视线，我笑着公布我的成绩，虽然心很酸，不过这是事实，我改变不了，就像那个我们一样。
不断的鼓励自己，你尽力了。
不过我也后悔自己为什么没花更多的心思将语文学好，
我并不怪任何人，因为我没资格。
带着泪微笑着，不断的告诉自己很棒了!
真的真的很棒了，至少自己进步了。
尽管自己只进一步，那也是值得开心的不是吗？

既然想哭却不能哭，
我只能笑了，
真心的微笑，
然后明年继续努力，
愿我可以成功进入 Science Stream =)
加油!

祈祷..
并再次告诉自己，我可以的! =D

Only by Secretpinki_______诺   on 22th Nov 2011 at 2.06pm

✖3 days left✖

在不知情的状况下，被告知22th 2011 是PMR 成绩出炉的时候‥
刚开始并不怎么紧张..但当身边的人都对我说紧张吗？渐渐地，让我从不怎么紧张变得非常紧张了....T.T....
Hope I can get 8 A's in PMR.. Wish others too...aaa..panic
Wish myself can get full A's~~~!

Only by Secretpinki______19th dec 2011 Monday 7.47pm....

14.12.2011

今天是拥抱情人节?! 喏，是不是每个月的14号就是所谓的情人节？
可见现在的时代越来越怪了呀..不过也算了，反正以诺我与这节日扯不上任何关系。

前几天见了毓馨在星期日的派对里拍的照片，我发现同班同学出席的不比平常多，或许那只是邀请较好的朋友出席吧？
照片里的她似乎很开心，身为普通朋友的我也替她感到开心。

今天的我比平时早起身，不知怎么了感觉还不错？大概是因为今天终于可以出门了，当然是和妈妈及她的朋友们一起外出咯。不过我们不是去走街而是去拜访甜点咯！谁听过有一间餐馆的餐点里只有甜点？大概很多人都知道吧，这种餐馆多数都是年轻人常拜访的地方，不过这属于有钱人才会常去的地方，因为价格不便宜哟！

坐了约近30分钟的车程，等了一个小时，终于可以到甜点餐馆品尝甜点了！名为＂snowflake＂的餐馆甜品不错哦，那奇特的自招方式真让我大开眼界，没想到本店还会特别自作一种＂alien＂的小型机器，运作功能很简单，只要当时的你看见这机器发出多次的红光时，你就可以到counter去领取你的甜点啦！

此外，吃完后，吃正餐的时间也到了，下了楼梯指望对面的档位走去。那儿的档口好多，妈妈与我俩人待一位朋友找位坐下后，我们俩便一起绕过每一摊的档口，终于在最后找到想吃的食物啦！五人陆续为自己点餐，待我们其余四人和早已找到位子的朋友一起坐下后，便是他们聊天的时刻。由于五人里只有我是18岁以下，因此我只是位倾听者。几分钟不到，食物都到了，带着些许饱的肚子的我成为唯一一位吃最久而且也是吃最多的人。虽然是与妈妈公私进餐可最后变成我一个人将食物解决掉！眼看盘中的饭即将消失在盘中，我心中自喜，想到：终于要完了..突然身旁的妈妈对我说道：“X..., 将其他的食物都吃下吧！”....
我在心中暗想：妈...就饶了我吧！你女儿我又不是很会吃… 我带着祈求的眼神对她说到：我好像快饱了，怕待会吃不下..（其实已经饱了 ==）
坐在我对面的aunty,对我说吃不完就算了吧，不过要我吃下越式x卷，我便将就将就吧..

下午四时多到家了，我上Facebook..第一眼便看见Teddy and Sm 他们的闹剧，不知怎么的心情挺不怎么好，在意吗？呵，或许吧？见他也在两小时前写了＂==＂..可见他也看了他们的闹剧，不过我并不感觉到他在意他们的玩闹。 不懂怎么心情差了许多...不过我没资格不开心吧？我又不是他的谁...啊...算了，我在乎或不在乎对他来说不重要了，不是吗？keke...微笑吧...他开心就好。 =)

Only by SeCretPinki_____诺 on 14.12.2011 at 11.24pm

✖Blog✖

喏，我有一个问题耶！部落格....对大家来说是什么？它意味着什么？

对每一个人来说，部落格可以视为日记，也可视为分享的一种，又或者是一个宣传的部落格？而目的则是为了让自己变得受人注目也让自己成为网络上最出名的人？
一个好好的部落格，就因为个人的观念不同，而改变了部落格的原有功能？

从以诺的角度看来，
部落格可以视为分享但也是秘密的一种。
我们拥有自己的权利，可将自己的想法写在部落格，耶不需在乎别人的看法。
它，和我们所谓的Facebook是不一样的。

每当自己有想说的话，或者有想做的事，
都可以轻易地写在部落格里，
以诺可以不用在乎有没有人观看自己的部落格，
也不用在乎别人的指指点点。
这就是为什么以诺喜欢部落格这一点。
尽管有人阅读了以诺的部落格，
并觉得自己的想法与以诺的想法不同，
又或者是认为以诺的想法太天真、可笑 + 不怎么喜欢，
以诺都可以不知道，因为部落格原本就是个人的事，
需要理会外人的指指点点吗？

阅读着自己的部落格，
总会有一种满足感，
我承认自己是一位自我满足的人，
只是一个部落格，就能让自己开心，这样就好啦!
能写下让自己开心与不开心的事物，又能让自己开心，真是一举两得。

所以....
部落格，
对以诺来说，是自己的世界，自由的写下心情与其他以诺不敢/没胆说出的话...
然而对你来说，它确实是什么？

（纯粹是以诺的想法）

Only by SeCretPinki_________诺 on  8.12.2011, Thursday  at  6.11pm

✖Good mood✖

*Take note! this is just about what had I experienced in yesterday so I take yesterday as today in this post =)

Don't know why, just feeling happy yesterday ( Monday 5.12.11 ) larh. I like the feeling when I can go to tuition especially pn young's tuition..keke not because of I like the teacher but is because of the class..

When I'm bored at home, I really hope that I can attend for tuition class. That's sound crazy right? I'm crazy with it. Don't have any reason, just I like to go for tuition. I saw him between and I enjoy the tuition class v the teacher.

When the first time I reached the tuition centre. I met pn yong ( erm, don't misunderstand I'm saying about today ) I stand behind her. When she turn over her head and we had eye contact. She and I smile to each other immediately. I heard she say that:'girl, fast go upstairs'.. I went up the stair before she went up. I kept on turn my head and watch her, her hand was full of heavy things, what's on my mind was : errr, am I going to help teacher took up those heavy things?between teacher need my help? Haiz...lastly I took the choice which not to help teacher
Because I'm not sure about teacher need my help or not...I'm bad right? >.<...I'm sorry teacher..

Although that my teacher gave us quite much homework, but I feel happy because I can do something useful in this holidays..haha, how crazy I am!

Actually I quite admire those can attend for more tuition instead of me just take chemistry, physic, add maths and also bm. I have no chance to take more subject for tuition like Chinese, English...and also maths? Keke...I really hope I can take Chinese tuition and English tuition. But what the answer I get from my parents were I'm nOt allow to take more tuition for other subject because I had reach limit which are I only can take four subject! Haiz..sad. I think I wish to take more tuition is because of I wan to spend my boring time for tuition especially in this holiday. I had become lazy than last time and keep lost sleep in this holiday.. Arhhh, I'm tired now, hope I can sleep well with the good mood and get the first good dream in this year!

Hope I won't like this few weeks keep lost sleep till 3am++ only can fall sleep. Yesterday the most late for me to fall in sleep this year, wish today I can fall sleep before 2am larh. Have a sweet dream yarh, all~ =)

Only by Secretpinki______诺 on 6.11.2011 Tuesday  at 12.48am

✖1.12.11✖

Gratz that I can't attend the outing I had planned few weeks ago..quite lucky am I, always dpn hav the chance to go out v him.. Keke..the only chance also can't.. Really good jor.. I'm sorry to the rest especially my cousin..I had promised her I will attend but seems like I had break it soon..but with the absent of me, I hope all of u can play as happy as I hope.. Because this is what the outing I had planned.. I wish it will go on as usual..I know I will regret for the outing..but this is the only time we go out v senior right? Please.. With the absent of me , play happily.. Especially him.. I hope u all can attend and sorry for my remissness ...But it seems like the outing have to postpone and cancel by the way... Haiz... I am useless to plan everything right? Haiz...

Only by SeCretTruth______1.12.2011          Thursday