顺其自然

为什么非要懂我的秘密？
这...是关心吗？
我搞不懂耶....

不过..我和他的关系变得很僵..
我讨厌这种感觉..
看着自己在乎的人，却不能和他们说上任何一句话...
那种感觉真的非常非常的不好..

还有...
女生对异性好就真的是喜欢他吗？
我不懂，礼貌上的好算是喜欢吗？
我发觉我对每一个人好，多数都会搞错意..
看来...我对异性似乎要狠一点?!

我不喜欢伤别人，
但我不知道有什么方法才能不让我伤害任何一个人..
是不是我对任何一位异性好友都不可以太好？
这样对我来说很难...
毕竟我蛮喜欢交朋友的..

算了吧..
就让它顺其自然，
我做回我自己，
如果还是会有人会错意，我也没办法了..

顺其自然吧..

Only by SeCretPinki ______ Tuesday       19.12.12       at 11.38pm

Smile ^

Smile.
One word have thousand of meaning or maybe more than that.
We can smile when we're sad, happy, angry and more.
But not all the smile are mean to be happy.
I can smile when I feel sad, It just like a motivation which motivate me to forgive, relax and cheers.
I can smile when I feel angry, It is like calm-ing down myself faster.
I can smile when I cry, It is just like how I release stress or more.
I can smile when I daze, It is just like how sweet when you think back something
I can smile without everybody there, It can giving me happy and I won't feel alone.
I can smile when facing with everyone, if they can smile return me by smiling, It would be most good moment for me.

For sure, I can smile to those I like, I love and more.
On 12.12.12, we shall be more happier right?

Let's smile together. =D

I want to make you happy because you smiling makes me happy. ^... 

I wish those I care can enjoy their day today =) 

Only by SeCretPinki _________12.12.12            Wednesday  at 3.45pm

12.12.12?

It should be a nice number in our life.
I mean human life.
When I woke up in the morning of the day, I felt today was different as last time, for sure is because I had to go school for rehearsal.
It is 12.12.12 is the most special day for us? and we have to 告白 or 订婚 or do anything ?
haha..for me I think I'm going to do IF I have someone I like or I'm already in relationship with others, but now I'm not. I enjoy it like normal day but..I wish I can go out with friend also.

Take photo together and let it be memories.
It Should be memorable because It only happened once in our life.

So..we should enjoy for today right? Bless by having a better day and All the best + Happy Birthday to those who birthday on 12.12 =)

Only by SeCretPinki________12.12.12           Wednesday 3.14pm

✖Non-paused✖

A normal december in 2012.
What would you expected? I mean..your life. Own life.
Is it 21st of December in 2012 is our last day to stay on Earth?
Yes, It could be happened. No,
I don't believe it, although it sounds weird at all.

Received a lot of messages from any colleges
Erhem, I know now they are asking me to register their colleges,
but what will be chosen by me ?
I don't know..I havent plan at all..I'm just a student who're enter-ing Form 5 in 2013.
Left few months for me to plan up all my lifes.
KDU? Nilai? Cilantro Culinary Academy? or even more?
haha..one of the college will chosen by me,
I guess.

Form 4 life went as fast as I couldn't take a rest.
Honeymoon doesn't appear in my Form 4 life, never and ever.
Going to start Form 5 and end up of 16 age for me..
Grow-ing up and up , non-stop.
few more weeks, I will be 17 years old.
It's time for me to do everything myself without parent, friends and more.

Will my life go better?
I think yes, If I make a correct plan.
Good Luck for you, HuiXian!

                                                                              Deep Bless.

Only by SeCretPinki_________10.12.2012         Monday  at 11.52pm