9.12.2013
Second day of trip. It was a fun day for me.
I woke up the first compare to Yx them. Immediately, I finished prepraring and woke Tomato up since she keep sleep. After awhile, we had finish preparing and went down to the hall there and having our breakfast by using the room tickets. Oh right, It seems we were the last room to came out and having our breakfast. Because everyone was done their breakfast and went back their room for prepared. Aha....compare to them, I was the slowest -.-.. I shouldn't took so much food. Regret. >.<"
After that, all of us gather and lined up to enter bus. Our first place to move on was beach. Luckily I entered a big boat and sitting in a safe place. ( I think I should sit behind like what Lum did. ~.~ ) During the way we headed to beach, I felt happy to watching the scene around, I loved those hills, the views, the air, the sea. I did hope I can went down the water to enjoy the the freshness and enter the forest without thinking about the dangerous and everything, freedom, I wish. But I can't, I can't go down and play inside the water. I promised my parent not to do so. So..when reach the port, I became a temporary camera girl. I helped Pyin to take any photo she wanted. Yeah, watching them playing beside the beach, I could feel happy too. Captured down every moment there. It could be much memorable for me, although, most of the photos didn't have me inside. But, who cares? Enjoy was enough for me..at least. =)
When Pyin asked me to took photo inside the water, I was hesitated. Awhile, I went down as usual but I tried not to enter deeply and further. I stay in water which nearby beach and focus on the camera, on the scene and every things. After that, I looking for him. Hmm.. Where is he? Ohh, Saw him, he was swimming behind them. And then, I turn my head back to the beach and capture down those guys who playing the sand on NYao. Haha..look funny. Alright, just watch how they going to did then. After few minutes, a human shape came out, and they made some funny things that I wouldn't want to describe. Yucks! Was came from my mind : Why they like to make those things? -.-.
Soon, everyone going to stand up and head back to port. I looked at him, and don't know why he made me felt worries. He was looking for something around the trees. Hmm..What he look at? When I look at his feet, I realised, ohh, slipper. I did want to help him find, but I thought I was helpless for him at the moment. Keep watching him without saying any words, and luckily, he found his slipper beside others' bags. Pheww.. then, I moved on to the port and waiting others to catch up. On the port, I had captured last few photos there since the camera was with me. Entered the boat, and start our journey again.
Few minutes later, we went to watch eagles flying on the sky and others feeding them. Besides, we did watch the scene of hills which look like a pregnant woman, we also found out another hills which look like a little child laying alone on the water. Wow! Nice view, although It looks nothings special for us. After that, we went to another place, A lake with X meters deep. There were a lot of boat around, and the air was totally polluted. I dislike that. Somemore, there got people smoking. Ahh.. can't they just stop smoking and think about other's health when around people? Before go up the port, I took off life jacket, because I need carry my bags. But then, he advised me to wear back the life jacket for safety. Yeah, I know you were care about my safety but.. I had to carry my bag a.. Then, I gave him a smile and told him I will be fine by not wearing the life jacket. ( Try to make myself in safe condition? I think. )
On the path going to the lake, there was a lot of monkeys around the road. Obviously, I was scared about the monkey, not because of their outlook, just a feeling, feeling worry and scare. Why? I also don't know. Hard to describe. Then, I standing on the float things, watching all of them playing in the water. I felt want to put my leg into water also but, the condition look dangerous for me. So, I didn't do it but use the camera to capture every moment, they jump, they swim, they play. The sunshine was hot but that doesn't affect our happiness. All of us play on the lake carefully, enjoyable. More than 30minutes we stay there. After that, times up. We had to go. Back to the boat, and head back to port. I found out everyone was tired after playing in the water. Although I didn't play at all, but I could feel tired too. I saw him sleep on the boat, others too. Enjoy the scene again, although my eyes really want to closed. After reach port, times for us to back hotel soon. I bought my picture although It doesn't look nice at all, but, It can be memorable for me. =) And he told me he did not going to buy it because no nice to look at.. haha..
Back hotel, finish every things, and we went to the shopping centre which next to our hotel. Most of the boys want to have their dinner at Mary Brown? ( I had forgotten how to spell it.) I didn't want to eat fried food. So I decide to go Old Town with others. I should say their service was really no good and we have to wait for long time. Well, I just didn't know why YYin said I Scold the waiter badly. I didn't scold them at all actually. ( When I scold ? Confuse, Btw, that night, I might skip something to say..some I don't want to say..)
After that, ZQuan them came and suggest to us to watch movie together later. But not many want to watch, and they did hope to play some games or had some rest. Then, Movie cancelled, change to game. But then, nobody know what game we going to play and 34 people in a room were really too narrow for us. At first we went to TSheng's room, but their room was too hot to stay as the air-cond was not function. Then, change to my room again, but after awhile all left to Lum's room. Because they keep change room and make me feel bored. And after knowing Jason was sick, so I went to his room myself.
When I stand outside the room, I heard Jason's and his sound. I took a breath and knock it. I open the door and look at them. ( That condition was weird. ><) Oh right, greet with them and when I am going to left, they stopped me and asked me if I want to go out with them or not. I agreed. And after following them to hall, they asked me for my opinion if I was the girl who received the "message". I read through the message and give my opinion. Erm..I should say I was not good to giving advice to others ba, because I didn't want to hurt others. Then, I saw Jason look quite Emo. But He ask me not to bother him. o.o..haha..okay..when someone emo, then just let them emo ba..
Then, Mr.H start to have conversation with me after we asked Jason to go further distance from us. Haha..they looks funny, really. Awkward moment between two of us. Erhem..we continued our last conversation yesterday. We didn't use type but we talk. I said everything on myself, relationship with friends and more. I did talk about Wk too, but those were past, and we are best friend forever, no matter hows. Two of us asking each other one question and we had to answer it honestly. After he finished talking about some of his past, TSheng came down and greet with us and Jason. Alright, Our condition become more awkward, I knew it. Then, he asked me back to hall there as there was nobody can disturb our conversation. I followed him, then, there really silent and a good place for us to chat. But, few minutes later, TSheng and Jason came here and disturbing us. TSheng thought we were together, but actually no, we were still friend.
Soon, Mr.H suggest to go other place again, the place is good to talk but don't know why I didn't like it, there got statues, and look scary. ( Erm..my own's opinion.) Then, he said the same things too. We successfully cheat TSheng and Jason went to other place and we return back to hall and sat on the same place. We continued our chat. The things I can remembered the most was he forced me to say every things in my mind honestly by telling me that time for us to be together and chat will be lesser and lesser. He did show me the time also and his angel's smile..( I should say it could be evil, but couldn't be evil also..sigh >.<) It was already midnight. Lastly, I being forced to say, and definitely, I really want to dibble and hide my head inside. >.< ahh.. ( I really quite shy that time, but no choice /.\ )
Then, I still remembered, he asked to be one of my best friend also. Yeah, He can be my best friend, I think? I could only tell my best and the most trustful friend all the things in my mind. I told him how was my feeling when with those friends, and how was I think. I did told him about Pying too. The best girl's friend for me. But, every things changed since Form 2. My friendship with her, had changed. Still, I took her as best friend, although she maybe didn't took me as good as what I hope to be. But...It's fine. I had already used to it, right?
Hmm.. Then, he told me I was pure. Another type of pure, can be cheated easily. Yeah, I know, maybe that is because I put every things seriously and so..being cheat easily. He told me not to be pure, try to change it for my own good. Mr.H , yours advice is acceptable. I had to take some times to change it. After awhile, our conversation turn off. Both of us were silent. We both look at the floor, and every things around together. I enjoyed it, the silent between both of us, although I didn't know what was in his mind.
I could feel, he did really cherish the moment that both of us stay together side by side. And me too. Side by side, no distance. Although the answer he gave was not what I want, but I was glad, I really glad That night I can stay beside him and know what he think. After that night, I knew him much. He is really good, for me, at least. No reason. But because of our mystery future, our further study..he made a choice, didnt hurt me and didn't waste my time. Yeah, both of us know. In future, maybe we can't study in the same college/ university. But If believe fate, we will meet each other in the future. Stand up, time for us to go bed. He sent me back to my room, 312.
That night, should be hard to sleep for me but because of tired, I fall slept soon. Good night. That was what I said in my heart to me and to him.
就是这样的深信着,我们的缘分。=)
Count down to new year , 2014 , left 2 days.
Only by SeCretTruth_____Carrie 29.12.2013 Sunday night, 10.26p.m.
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